Did you know that Kenyan-Eritrean gospel artist Sarah Fana was once a victim of an abusive relationship? Sarah who is popular for her hit track El Shaddai recently revealed her story.
Below is her horrendous experience;
"I was simply afraid of it!!!..I was seeing my past as a huge monster, who is craving to swallow me alive; every time I look at it I was feeling the pain all over again as fresh as it was few years ago, I could feel the pinch all over my flesh, I could feel my heart melting with the dark memories of disappointments, broken promises and I could see the cloud of bitterness, anger and desire of revenge covering my whole being.
Few years ago I found my self in a place, in a relationship, were by I was abused in all manners. Now you know why I was afraid of doing an official visit to my past...yes I was abused! The interesting part was, the man (real MAN never abuses a woman), BOY was never violent. Actually, He was a very quite man I mean a BOY! You never hear him say” NO” .Everything was “Yes”. Of course along the way I had gotten the real meaning of his “yes” as it meant a very disappointing and heart breaking “NO”. Few months later, I had gotten used to his ‘at the beginning annoying” behaviors and I tried so hard to change him which later I got used to all his stupidity bad behaviors. This abuser controlled all my system. Day and night I struggled to change him. I forgot about my self, my identity my vision or my purpose in life. The boy must have been celebrating over his achievements. He controlled me100%.... Then one day I heard someone saying “go only to the place you are celebrated and never to were you are tolerated.
Well it took me so long to realize it but at least I woke up one day, looked at the mirror, wiped my tears and vowed to my self saying “Enough is Enough” and walked out! say Amen!"
Well it took me so long to realize it but at least I woke up one day, looked at the mirror, wiped my tears and vowed to my self saying “Enough is Enough” and walked out! say Amen!"
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