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Most beautiful Kenyan gospel artist, SARAH FANA, relationship wrangles! A must read


Did you know that Kenyan-Eritrean gospel artist Sarah Fana was once a victim of an abusive relationship? Sarah who is popular for her hit track El Shaddai recently revealed her story.

Below is her horrendous experience;

"I was simply afraid of it!!!..I was seeing my past as a huge monster, who is craving to swallow me alive; every time I look at it I was feeling the pain all over again as fresh as it was few years ago, I could feel the pinch all over my flesh, I could feel my heart melting with the dark memories of disappointments, broken promises and I could see the cloud of bitterness, anger and desire of revenge covering my whole being.


Few years ago I found my self in a place, in a relationship, were by I was abused in all manners. Now you know why I was afraid of doing an official visit to my past...yes I was abused! The interesting part was, the man (real MAN never abuses a woman), BOY was never violent. Actually, He was a very quite man I mean a BOY! You never hear him say” NO” .Everything was “Yes”. Of course along the way I had gotten the real meaning of his “yes” as it meant a very disappointing and heart breaking “NO”. Few months later, I had gotten used to his ‘at the beginning annoying” behaviors and I tried so hard to change him which later I got used to all his stupidity bad behaviors. This abuser controlled all my system. Day and night I struggled to change him. I forgot about my self, my identity my vision or my purpose in life. The boy must have been celebrating over his achievements. He controlled me100%.... Then one day I heard someone saying “go only to the place you are celebrated and never to were you are tolerated.
Well it took me so long to realize it but at least I woke up one day, looked at the mirror, wiped my tears and vowed to my self saying “Enough is Enough” and walked out! say Amen!"

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